Simulation May Not Bee The Right Word

As I struggle to understand consciousness and or conscious reality the word 'simularion' might not be the best term to describe our reality.

Simulation connotes something that is similar like a copy, replica or possibly a fake, or something that is counterfeit.

Until I can come up with an appropriate alternative for simulation or better define and understand my relationship with consciousness simulation may be a good place to start, but it fails to adequately describe our shared conscious reality.

Simulation regarding consciousness is not meant to represent a copy. The term virtual reality may be more appropriate, but it connotes replication of a a real or imagined environment via a computer program much like the film 'The Matrx'. 

I want to use familiar terms and popular cultural terminology, but I must admit they fail to represent what I am attempting to convey. As I proceed I must concede that none of the above clearly represents my view and relationship with consciousness. Unfortunately the word 'dream' is a better way of defining consciousness, but it also suggests fantasy and possibly illusion. 

Consciousness may be some kind of simulated virtual dream, but conscious experience is also very tangible and real, for lack of a better term, while also being so much more.

In the past we have heard that we only use 10 percent of our conscious mind's capacity (in relation to the subconscious an unconscious). It might be better stated that we use less than 10 percent of consciousness. If I am correct in the notion that the human brain is just a memory based interface to the whole of consciousness, then we may just need to expand the amount of bandwidth between the interface and the whole consciousness. Once this happens then we would have access to the infinite possibilities within the whole consciousness itself. A grand awakening indeed...

A Simulated Reality

Buzzards fleeing after feeding on a carcass as I approach...

Pertaining to this simulation, one of the first questions I have asked has to do with why or the purpose of the simulation. Sadly, I do not have an answer to that question at this time and I may never find an answer. I cannot fallback on some new age rational, it is the utter complexity of the simulation itself that makes understanding it purpose futile. Regardless of the futility of my quest, I am interested in obtaining a better understanding of the simulation.

It is difficult to describe and define what I want to accomplish. My past and ongoing experiences compel me to better understand those experiences. Nothing makes sense anymore. The foundation in which I base my concept of reality has shifted. My inherited paradigm is no longer valid and I question my experiences as well as my own frame of reference. I have woken up to the fact that everything I know is fiction. Now what? Try to throw out everything you have inherited a start with something new?

I am moving toward a concept of conscious simulation. A simulation where there are no deities. A simulation where I have the ability to interact, interfere, manifest and navigate within its physical reality and beyond its boundaries.

Consciousness

What about consciousness? Where does consciousness fit into the framework of a simulation? I am beginning to think that consciousness is the simulation, the framework or operating system.

Where is the simulation executing? Could the simulation be executing in the human mind? Could each sentient being running a unique simulation that is collectively expressed as our shared reality. The phrase "it is all in your mind" could not be more correct in this case.

Running a unique simulation is what we do when we dream and even in our dream state we share similar experiences with people in similar social constructs. What are dreams? Do they connect us to another level of consciousness? Our brain is not always capable of differentiating between dreams and our conscious reality. My experiences confirm that dreams are connected to our daily conscious reality. Dreams could very well be portals to other levels of consciousness (parallel existences). Electromagnetic radiation alters my dream experiences. When I wake up from a negative dream or one where the experience is one of poverty and struggle I can feel the effects of a strong electromagnetic radiation weapon. Are dreams being used to alter my perceptions or behavior in my conscious waking reality?

Consciousness must be executing outside of our mind also. Our natural world is a physical manifestation of consciousness. Everything within consciousness is conscious. Every single element and atom is conscious. If something is not conscious it cannot exist within consciousness (I will try to prove this statement). Consciousness is infinite in depth and in constant state of change. Consciousness has infinite levels where infinite possibilities can exist. Is the human mind our conscious interface to consciousness?

HuMind

The human mind. What is its purpose? Could the human mind be an interface to our simulated world. Is the human mind a means of accessing the simulation like our digital devices access the internet? When we alter the mind then we can alter our experience, but what is altered? Are our perceptions altered? Is consciousness altered? Do our altered perceptions alter consciousness?

Altered states can be induced by the use of drugs as well as electrical, audio and visual stimulation. There is also the use of ORMUS (Orbitally Rearranged Monatomic Element or M-state element). ORMUS alter, change or induce the energy state of a biological organism. The energy or life force of the biological organism altered by ORMUS is heightened and attracts similar energy to the biological organism. I have used ingested "white powdered gold" crafted by a company formerly called ASC-Alchemy a truly permanently transformative process. Thank you Rose...

A device I use daily produces biologically beneficial energy. I could not have survived without the use of my updated devices. They provide me with enough energy to nullify the negative electromagnetic energy that is directed toward me on a daily and nightly basis. The energy alters and enhances the mind in interesting ways and may be responsible for my current perceptions I now describe.

Psychedelic drugs can remove filtering mechanisms in the mind and expand the mind's frame of reference. Psychedelics are abundant in the natural physical manifestation of consciousness. They have been used by humanity to understand and navigate our conscious experiences. Their use fosters leaps in human evolution and even our technological advances have been affected by psychedelics. There are reason why the use of psychedelics are illegal in most countries. Most of those reasons come from those that benefit from banning their use.

In my experiences the mind can be disrupted or enhanced which brings about degraded (limited) or upgraded (unlimited) experiences. I have experienced the uncanny access to information that I call 'knowing'. It is simply receiving answers or information. Answers spill out of consciousness when needed. Answers that did not involve standard cognition or even intuition. These times of clarity have been brief, sometimes only lasting a day. Most of the time when I am in a state of clarity it is often disrupted by electromagnetic radiation.

Ultimately the human mind is a gateway without a firewall. Anyone can access your mind and alter your experiences. American advertising is a prime example of how audio and visual stimulation can alter a person's behavior. My experiences indicate that there is an active organization within my level of consciousness that uses technology, drugs, chemicals and intimidation to induce fear in order to lower life force energy in order to alter your mind in order to control behavior. Pretty scary shit when you are unaware of what is being done to you.

Oh My God

A simulation is an easier concept to work with than an organized system of beliefs (aka the R word). A simulation better explains this reality because it is rooted in what can be sensed. In order for a simulation to be properly understood it must do so in the absence of deifying that which we do not understand. If there is no higher power then we are forced to figure out the cause. 80-90 percent of the population has or does believe in a higher power or deity for thousands of years and yet we seem to be on the verge of a war between the followers of those deities.

I have experienced orbs illuminating my bedroom as they passed through and have caught them on video surveillance equipment around my home. What are they? Are they conscious beings from other levels of consciousness? Do they exist to us as orbs of energy because we are very limited by our senses (limited visible light spectrum, limited audio 20-20K Hz) and ultimately limited by our frame of reference. 

I have experienced walking past a person or being that my mind had difficulty interpreting. It is a very uncomfortable experience when your mind struggles to frame visual information with a limited database of stored imagery. My immediate reaction was extra-terrestrial, but that may not be the cause. Extra-conscious beings may better explain what I experienced. 

Most of what I experienced in Hawaii was just a group of people using technology to scare the crap out of me. It worked. I was asking aliens and deities for help every minute of the day. Today, I a bit older and more wise. My last experience with energy sapping technology came from a beat up late model green van parked across the street from my home. The weapon was operated by a portly man in his forties. He was hardly a higher power and he was definitely not an extraterrestrial from what I could see. These attacks are now a rare occurrence because they are ineffective. They are ineffective because they are not viewed as magic, a higher power or alien. 

I have encountered people that can put the fear of God into me, a very uncomfortable fight or flight response. I have also experienced people that are able to stop or stall the flow of energy through my biological energy meridiums. These attacks can momentarily feel like a heart attack. How is this done? How can they read my mind and alter my emotional state? I have encountered some very talented people capable of inflicting harm without touching me. Are they demons or angels? Probably not. They are willing to kill to protect something. What are they protecting?

One thing is certain they are not deities. They are humans acting inhumane, and unfortunately there seem to be a lot of them.

The Real Secret

This simulated reality is constantly vying for our attention. One possible purpose of the simulation could be to provide for us within this existence. For those that are aware of this it is a beneficial relationship. For those that are unaware it creates a simulated reality that resembles a prison for indentured slaves; similar to our current human condition. To this day I have never encountered a person or being of extremely high life energy that was destitute. Most of them were middle class or wealthy. They are talented artists, athletes and professionals. There is something called "the real secret" and it is being selectively shared and used to exploit others; the majority of others. Have you ever tried to live by the philosophies of "The Secret"? How's that working out for you? Okay? Kind of? Not so well?

This simulated reality has been filled with distractions on every level hoping to keep you occupied and focused on something else. Those people that surveil me once yelled from a passing car, "you could have had anything you wanted". They did not understand that they do not possess anything that I want. After exiting the void and entering this conscious reality I was on my way to becoming one of them. But, I quickly found out that I could not relate to them and did not want anything to do with them. Within their organization nothing is free, everything comes with some kind of cost. There is a definite hierarchy with a lot of them stepping on others to get to the top.

I want to ascend to a higher state of consciousness and remain there. No one can give that to me. They are beginning to understand that no one can control access to higher consciousness indefinitely. I have already experienced it. I am just unable to maintain it when I am able to achieve it. That is changing too. Everything is in a constant state of change and that is the nature of the conscious simulated reality and it is a very good thing.

Me, me, me...

What is my role in this? I haven't a clue. I know that there is a good deal of attention in the surveillance of my whereabouts. When I encounter a person or being of higher life energy they take a step back and become very angry; as with brief encounter with a man in the parking lot of Simplay Labs in Sunnyvale California - he was livid. Or they become afraid as if I was going to harm them.

My most recent experience happened at a bank. The woman in front of me was a person of high life force and I could feel it. She became aware of my presence and the usual experience unfolded. We were wired or connected and the feeling of my thoughts not being my own was a point of focus. She conducted her business and then left. When I left there was a police officer parked partially on the median of the road just outside the Bank. I have experienced this in past encounters as well as a swarm of their minions running interference. This usually prompts a WTF reaction. Followed by a why are they so afraid of me?

I have seen higher life force people scatter as I walked through Half Moon Bay California downtown area, stop and quickly turn around and quickly walk away as I walked toward them on the sidewalk at Santana Row in San Jose California, or turn around while cycling on a mountain road after I pass by on my bicycle. Why? I believe the answer lies within the framework of the simulation. I'll let you know when I receive an answer.

Simple Minds

Greetings...

It has been a while since my last post. I stopped posting regularly because I did not have much to say. The trials and tribulations of being a targeted (gang stalked) individual does not have much variation. The song remains the same today and with my latest assessment of my past and current life, not much has changed. But, there is one thing that has changed and that is my sense of self. But, most important is the manner in which I view my-self within the realms of consciousness.

After five plus years of radiation and intimidation I have gotten used to it, to the point of it being normal. I am not afraid of the rather benign tactics of intimidation. I have found ways to reduce and even eliminate the radiation. Even the attacks on my biological energy centers are limited to the point of being a minor annoyance. 

I have learned the why of my importance in this strange reality. Why so much attention is being wasted on my simple life. Why so many people are being compensated to surveil my daily activity. It is their simple inability to control my actions and thoughts. I started to put it altogether recently. And the one night I thought to be chivalrous and defend a girlfriend's honor (now a very long time ago) was the key that lead me to my current theory. On that night I challenged a guy that touched my girlfriend inappropriately in a local bar. They guy was no match for me, but when I confronted him he punched me in the face. I pounced, then the bouncers grabbed me and we were both thrown out of the bar. I went after him outside the bar and for some reason I was unable to harm him in any significant way. It was as if I was being inhibited. I could not land a punch. All I could do was to grab him, but I could not inflict any harm even though I was completely sober. My ridiculous attempt to pound him into the sidewalk was broken up by two police officers and we went our separate ways. That night has puzzled me for a very long time. At that time in my life I was being controlled in someway. Since my journey through the void I have become aware of the control they had on me and with that awareness came resistance. With my more recent experiences, that I will describe in later posts, have allowed me to begin to formulate my current premise.

I have grown from my Protestant beginnings through eastern philosophies then settling on something that borders on agnostic atheism. I have tried almost every New Age trick and gizmo to get to attain and sustain some level of ascension or enlightenment. I now am entering a phase that I currently do not have a simple definition for. The only way I can describe it is by using the term simulation. Eastern philosophies have always regarded our conscious reality as a dream and since ancient texts were not familiar with the term simulation, a "dream world" fits the definition of a simulation. I have to admit that after viewing 'The Matrix' back in the late 90's there was something compelling me to pay attention to the simulated environment represented in the film. The key here is the simulated reality, not necessarily what we typically refer to as a computer simulation. It might be more along the lines of 'Simulacra & Simulations' a 1981 philosophical treatise by Jean Baudrillard, possibly a simulation without a substrate or definable construct.

I have experienced things I cannot explain and I had believed that I was certifiably delusional (that door is still open). But, I can function normally and go about my, so called, life reasonably well considering these extraordinary experiences. I have had experiences in my dreams that were concluded in my conscious reality while I was awake. My conscious reality and my dreams were dependent upon one another and all I was able to do was to watch it unfold before me. I have moved between levels of consciousness so often that I have become familiar with certain levels as well as the people and their characteristic behavior for that level. Mastering these changes in levels is tricky and their are issues concerning the appropriate time. Life energy (chi, prana, etc.) is crucial to levels of consciousness and those that use microwave radiation as a weapon use it to control access to levels of consciousness.

I have increased the strength of the energy that the original device was able to achieve. I have used this energy to sustain and maintain a level of consciousness within this simulation. I am still within an experimental stage using the devices and understand that the energy that emanates from the devices may be contributing to the experiences I mention above. My new course concerning this blog is to write about consciousness as a simulation. I will attempt to define this conscious simulation and how it might be possible to understand the simulated environment we call consciousness. I will also like to write about my experiences with certain people or beings that seem to be aware of the simulated environment as well as their possible roles in the maintenance of the the simulation for their benefit.

I hope that those of you reading this blog will comment and contribute so we can all explore this simulated conscious environment we call reality.

The Silence

The Silence by Om Unit

I am not sure if the link above will actually be embedded on this page, I'll fix it later, or not.

The Silence is a song that resonates in a perpetual manner within me now.

In the past I spoke of a golden seed growing within me. It seems I have been swept up into the tail of a comet, caught within its trailing vortex. The song seems to embody the blissful helplessness of this wondrous experience. 

I have opened up my heart and surrendered to the whole of consciousness fully. I now know what samadhi means.

As it has happened in the past the silence washes over me without warning. I sense it in the background, an ever present stillness. I can no longer differentiate between inner and outer realms of the self. 

While sitting and creating my day this morning my thoughts just stopped. I found myself in a meditative state that lasted about three hours or more (I can only approximate the passage of time).

I am experiencing a new sensation. I do not seem to be moving though life, but life (this conscious reality) seems to be  moving towards me as I surrender to the stillness within me.

Is this what they have tried to prevent from happening? What used to be so difficult seem effortless now. I cannot tell if they were real or the manifestation of my conscious ego. Not so important now. 

Blessings to all who have read this.

Extraordinary Contentment

As you may have noticed that I have not been updating this blog on a regular basis. I really do not wish to engage or reinforce a malformed conscious reality. My focus, now, is to recreate my conscious reality with a more desirable and beneficial construct. 

What prompted this entry was a realization that most of what I feel emotionally is false except for what should only be described as fundamental conscious constant. Out of all the emotions that are possible, contentment is the one emotion that should be allowed to dominate the moments of our lives. I say this because if you allow contentment to become the constant in your life consciousness will respond.

Negative thoughts and emotional responses are in absence of contentment. I have realized that I have unconsciously allowed negative thoughts to enter my mind, so to speak. I allow this to happen when I am not focused upon contentment and being conscious, or attentive. I guess today was the first time I realized I was floating on a raft of negativity upon an ocean of contentment. 

Time to dive in... 

Golden Seed

It has been three years since my arrival back to San Jose, CA. I was told that I would have to wait three years. It was a thought from some other worldly consciousness. I waited, wondering what would happen. I had a lot of time to think about it. I watched the days go by, some with great patience and many in absence of patience. I thought it would be over. Lay my weary he'd to rest and cry no more. 

Well before the eve of the end of my waiting I felt something changing within me. I fought it at first. I welcomed it also. But, it was not until this day that I realized that I can no longer fight nor welcome it. I cannot have any other emotional or intellectual reaction to its presence. It is and that is all I can say about it. 

I surmise that it has happened before. A sensation of change within one's physical or spiritual self. Much like growing up as a child, a surge of sexual hormones, wisdom teeth or hair growing where there was once none. You notice the change and then accept it because it is part of the natural process. But, I can't just write this one off as something that I may have been expecting because it is certainly unexpected and especially special. 

The best way to describe this change is that something has taken root. Much like a viral infection that slowly transforms the physical self this is a viral infection of the spirt and of the conscious soul. I fear it in a way because I have forgotten what it was like to feel this way everyday. It is somewhat foreign and yet very familiar. It is growing within me with greater depth and breadth every passing moment. I can feel it coming over me and there is nothing I can do to stop it now. 

I see it in the eyes of my family members. I seem to see it everywhere. It shines through the facade of our daily expressions and moods. Like a contagion, I feel it taking over. I feel it tightening its grip as I exhale. It's forcing me to remember my past before I was filled with distrust, fear, depression and regret. Even though I have had moments of feeling something similar to this it did not last. This is different because it's not going away. This is rooted in something far more substantial. 

I want to call it love, but love cannot describe it. Contentment and bliss are close but fall short also. There is no word I am familiar with that is capable of explaining what I am experiencing. I feel it welling outward. Sometimes it reminds me of those familiar butterflies without the emotional constituent. All I can do is surrender to it. I don't seem to have a choice - anymore. 

Thank you Rose...

My Big Experiment

The Prevention of Ascension - www.i-am-xam.com

Daily Journal

Updated 07.20.13 - Get out the aluminum foil hats for this one... As strange and insane as this may seem, it has worked for me. It saddens me that I have to post this material because of what people like myself are experiencing. I truly hopes this helps other victims of this insane targeting of individuals.

I have made a interesting discovery and have been able to reset my fight or flight mindset that was stimulated by the electromagnetic radiation I speak of here on this blog. I was influenced by another targeted individual that posted a cure for mind control. He spoke of using electrical frequency and this info lead me to remember that I once constructed and used a Hulda Clark (also Bob Beck) type zapper in the past for parasite control and prevention and also as a CES device.

Microorganisms

I understood that the human body (and the environment in which we live) is inhabited by parasites and bacteria (beneficial and detrimental). These organisms outnumber all other organisms on this planet. Beneficial bacteria in the intestinal tract is essential to health and wellbeing. Just taking in probiotics is not the complete solution, we must learn to feed the beneficial bacteria with soluble fiber, such as chia seeds, so that the bacteria can consume the fiber and excrete essential chemicals needed by the body.

Imbalances, such as dysentery, in the gastrointestinal tract can cause illness and or death. Most of the illnesses that occur have something to do with microorganisms like bacteria, parasites or the submicroscopic invaders known as viruses. If you are looking for nanobots, look no farther than bacteria and viruses. Bacteria and viruses are living organisms that are capable of altering DNA (Monsanto uses the e coli bacterial strain to create GMO foods). Science is capable of modifying existing bacteria and also creating new strains of bacteria for medical and industrial purposes.

Candidiasis is an overgrowth of yeast (bacterial used to make bread rise and the production of alcohol) that is at epidemic levels. The candida species has been shown to exhibit the behavior of bacteria and a fungus. Some state that the creation of certain yeast strains for industrial bread making processes (fast rising yeast) were responsible for the invasive nature of the strain, as well as mutation cause by the overuse of antibiotics. Current remedy for Candidiasis is the use of the yeast consuming enzyme cellulase, as well as, other systemic enzymes such as serrapeptase (silk worm enzyme).

Mind control? I often hear of different kinds of technology that is purported to be responsible for controlling individuals and the populace in general. The oldest known type of behavioral control has always come from nature itself. Microorganisms are capable or altering the behavior of the host in order to benefit the microorganism. Parasites can modify the behavior of an insect host so that it can complete its life cycle. Candidiasis causes the host to consume more sugar and wheat. Does candidiasis alter the sexual behavior of the host in order for the candida to be transferred to another host via kissing, intercourse and oral sex?

In my ebook I wrote about an experiment using my etheric energy device and a battery operated fluorescent (low pressure mercury vapor as in CFLs) black (ultraviolet) light . The energy created by the device and light promoted detrimental bacterial growth in my body. The onset was so rapid that I started to develop inflammatory type infections overnight.

Upon my arrival in Hawaii's tropical environment I experienced a increase in symptoms cause by Candidiasis that did not subside until I returned to California. It makes me wonder if the perps are using EM radiation to promote and propagate a certain strain of microorganisms to subjugate the population (pure conjecture). The medical profession is a booming industry in the USA. This is not a sign of prosperity, this is a sign of a sick populace. I encounter more of the Nameless in hospitals than any other profession.

Beneficial Frequencies

I have always been interested in alternative methods concerning physical and mental health. Differing frequency of sound and light (color filtering and flashing) have been used throughout human history as medicine and to bring about altered states. Meditation bowls, chanting, drums, Mozart effect, binaural beats, Rife frequencies, CES (cranial electrotherapy stimulation device), audio visual entrainment, biofeedback and others deal with altering physical biology and mental states through entrainment or direct stimulation. I also understood that ascension or achieving higher states of consciousness was dependent upon the overall health of the physical body. I have used the above mentioned techniques to increase my health and wellbeing throughout my life.

There is only one manner in which consciousness can be described, and that is vibrational frequency. Within the construct of consciousness everything has a vibrational frequency. At the core of the known atomic particle is a spinning, moving, vibrating group of charged particles called electrons. The frequency of the vibration defines the object. If you change the frequency you can change the object.

It has been shown that water, made up of two very powerful elements - hydrogen and water, can be altered by vibrational frequency. I use my etheric energy device along with a Rodin coil to alter the properties of my drinking water. Water is vital for almost all life on this planet, yet we treat it with a great amount of disregard and disrespect.

I built my own zapper using the widely distributed electrical schematic. I used the zapper tech to control bacteria and parasites as well as using the device for CES. I later found an article that provided instructions on the use of home audio equipment and computer to create similar effects of the zapper and CES. Since my desktop was already connected to my home stereo, I was able to start using the equipment without too much preparation.

While in Hawaii, I was using a 12v power supply powering and auto audio amplifier as a zapper and CES. The power supply mysteriously stopped working shortly before the more overt attacks began (I suspect that the equipment was sabotaged as was a net security cam).

I recently set up a spare home audio amplifier to do the same thing and almost overnight the fear and paranoid thoughts within my mind stopped. I have also begun using 3/8 x 1/8 (originally posted wrong size) neodymium magnets (north pole facing body - small compass's south pole will point to north side of magnet) to protect my brain from the microwave EM radiation much like the earth's magnetic field deflects the sun's radiation. The magnets are connected to a baseball cap and discretely work to protect the brain from EM weapons and other mind control tech.

During the writing of this post the EM radiation has increased notably. I was not wearing the magnets and I could feel the heavy headed effects of the EM radiation. After putting on the magnet cap could feel the effects slowly diminish (placebo effect?). My body still suffers from the increase in radiation, but this has only been temporary.

Audio Amp CES/Zapper

Here is a simplified home made version of a CES device. It can also be used as a Hulda Clark zapper that can offer 20-20K Hz electrical signal, or a Bob Beck pulser (with the appropriate audio signal).

This technique is/was available on the web (I cannot seem to find any links at this time?). The audio amplifier is used to strengthen the signal from an audio source such as a computer or iPod like music device. The audio signal can be generated using available free programs like Audio Toolbox (Mac), Audacity (open source MAc, PC, Linux) or other PC and smartphone audio signal generator software software.

For the purposes of regaining a positive state of mind, you are essentially creating a CES device. CES devices are used by modern physicians to treat anxiety and depression and have been scientifically proven to be effective. This homemade CES is not like the high voltages used in Electroconvulsive Therapy (electroshock) between the 100 to 450 volt range. Voltage output from an audio amplifier speaker output are not sufficient to cause harm, but caution should used nonetheless. Avoid touching the amplifier cabinet or housing when holding an electrodes.

I know this all sounds a little sketchy for those that are not familiar with audio equipment, but consider that there are millions of audio amps being used throughout the world with very little harm to those that install them and use them. Micro-voltages are used in CES devices so there is not need to crank up the power to receive the benefits.

Instructions

Electrodes are connected to one of the speaker leads. In the image above the wires are connected to the left or right speaker output. The balance on the amp is adjusted to maximize signal output to whatever side is chosen. This is done to protect the channel that is not being used. A speaker can be connected to the other speaker output and the balance adjusted so that you can hear the signal during use.

The above image shows the parts used to create the electrodes I use in the therapy. I have displayed two versions. The one on the right is the version I use with PVC insulators. The version on the left is a simplified version using a dry paper towel or cloth as an insulator. The PVC insulators require a little more work to cut to size and the PVC coupler has been modified to remove the plastic lip that stops the pipe from sliding past the midpoint of the PVC coupler.

Parts used: One audio amplifier at least 20 watts per channel. Two 4-3/4 copper tubes with an 7/8 outside diameter bought a the local hardware store, plumbing supplies. Two copper end caps 7/8 inside diameter (standard in the US). One set of alligator clips, about 12 feet of speaker wires cut into two six foot sections (you want enough length to be able to move freely, too short and you'll be constrained), paper towels, a rubber band, one RCA to mini stereo cable long enough to reach your computer (Radio Shack). My version includes a PVC light schedule 1 inch diameter pipe and two 1 inch couplers.

The above image shows the electrodes ready for use. The top is the simplified version and my version is at the bottom. The pen is used to help provide a sense of scale. The top version uses a small piece of paper towel doubled and folded to make a square and held in place with a rubber band. The dry paper towel insulator is wrapped around the length of the tube and insulates the current from traveling through your hand. The end caps are then wet with a salt water solution. The concentration of the saline solution can enhance or impair the electrical pathway from the electrodes. The paper towel insulator must remain dry.

The reason why I use a dry towel as an insulator instead of electrical tape is so that the copper tube can also be used for Hulda Clark style zapping. In this case the paper insulator is dampened with the salt solution and the tubes are held in the hands (one in each hand) and the current travels through the hands.

Critics claim that the electrical current will only flow on the outside of the body over the skin. I believe that it is not the electricity that is the component of the benefits. I believe that the audio signal frequency causes a change (entrainment) in the blood and tissue. In a sense you are turning the body into a speaker and altering the vibrational frequency of the body. Certain frequencies are detrimental to harmful bacteria and parasites (I try to get them all with an audio signal sweep generator). The human body's natural frequency (Schuman Frequency 7.5 Hz Earth frequency) has been altered by pervasive EM fields in our modern environment. This device is only capable of providing 20 to 20000 Hz. A 7.5 Hz frequency is not normally generated by an audio amp because it is well below the human hearing threshold.

Ensure that the audio amp is powered off and turn volume all the way down. Assemble your alligator clips to the wires and connect to the speaker output left or right. Do not connect the left and right positive and negative outputs together, this will burn out the amp's audio channel. Use either left or the right, not both. Set up your electrodes (for CES or zapping) and connect them to the wires with the alligator clips. 

Audio Amp speaker output terminals

Connect the RCAto mini stereo cable to your amp's CD or AUX input. The mini stereo plug is then connected to your computer or portable audio device. 

RCA to Minin Stereo Cable

Start your audio signal program on your computer and generate the signal (528Hz solfeggio or an number of beneficial frequencies available on the net - experiment to see what works best for you).

The image above shows the frequency using Audio Toolbox on my Mac. I open the sweep window and set the start frequency at 0 and the end frequency at 20000. The main window is not used at this time.

Select the left or right channel.

Set the "Sweep Rate" at whatever the rate you want. Using 1 will create a very slow sweep and generate every whole frequency in the sweep (.5 or .05 could also be used). If set to 100Hz the next frequency signal the sweep will produce is 200Hz and then 300Hz and so on in increments of 100.

Click on the "Free Running" button and it starts generating the signal. The signal will loop automatically.

If you want it to generate a single sweep then just click the "One Shot" button.

To generate a pulsed signal of the entire sweep then you would need to use a higher sweep rate of say 800 or more.

Audio Toolbox will allow you to create a file of the signal output so you can upload to an audio device or smartphone. Auidacity is a sound recorder and editor. You can generate several signals in the editor and playback the file on the computer or export an MP3, WAV or any other format for your audio player. Just set the audio player to repeat the sound file to prevent playing any other files. I do not know what will happen if one of Justin Bieber's songs started with the electrodes placed on your temples. ; )

Adjust the volume on the computer to about 50%. Power on the amp. Adjust the amp volume to 10% of full volume (start low). Place the wetted electrodes against your earlobes hold for the duration of the treatment 3-5 minutes. If you need to increase the output do so in small increments. Depending on the watt rating on your amp you could feel something similar to touching a 9 volt battery to your tongue. 100 watt rated amps can deliver enough voltage to contract muscles in the neck. Go about this with caution until you familiarize yourself with the equipment and their settings.

The wetted electrode end caps are held to the earlobes or bony part of the skull just behind the ears (temples or other places on the head and neck can be also be used). The volume of the amp and or audio device controls the amount of watts output to the electrodes. You could adjust the volume of the amp to where you just start to feel the electrical signal, but any small amount of electricity is sufficient to produce the effects.

When you use a sweeping signal the strength of the electrical signal from the amp will change as the sweep moves to higher frequencies. 100Hz will be relatively low voltage compared to 5000Hz. If you adjust the volume to feel a little tingle at 100Hz the tingle will get more intense as the sweep continues to higher frequencies.

There are many lists of therapeutic frequencies that can be used on the internet. After using the home made CES I started to feel more positive and the looping negativity, fear and paranoia stopped. It felt like I turned off whatever seemed to be stuck on or overstimulated. I believe that I reset a part of the brain responsible for this annoying negativity.

The therapy must not be overdone. 5-10 minutes is sufficient, once a day until the negativity subsides. You may feel a little head heavy, but that will subside. I waited a week after the first treatment and then used the therapy again. I cannot truley describe just how great I feel.

This information is for personal experimentation only. Please leave comments of your own experiences. I would like to know if this works on others, and if so this info can change a TI's life for the better. The gang stalking perps have faded into the distant background of my life. I wake up happy and filled with contentment. It has been a few weeks since this discovery. I waited to see if it was just a fluke, but so far it has continued to be effective.

Remember that this is not the only remedy. Diet, exercise, meditation can aid in improving your health and wellbeing. Do't allow the perpetrators to confine you to your home. Get out and defy them.

Here is a parting shot of my magnetic cap (I am using a well worn beani instead of a baseball cap right now). I use two magnets to clamp them to the cap (one inside and one outside) for a total of ten locations on the cap (20 magnets total size 3/8 x 1/8 neodymium disks). When the EM radiation is directed at me I put on the cap and go about my business. Larger magnets are not necessarily better. You do not want to disrupt your natural brainwave activity, you just want to shield it from those cowardly perpetrators operating their weapons from some dark corner of this reality.

Thank you for your patience in reading this post.

Who is Elisa Lam?

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I came across this video from a Targeted Individual Facebook group. Most of the attacks I describe on this site and in my ebook are mentioned in this video. There seems to be a lot of people being experimented on and controlled with weapons and a means of influencing the thoughts of people with microwave technology.

The above video has offered proof that what I have been experiencing is not a result of my lack of sanity. What I have endured and still endure is a real effort to silence what I have discovered. Even though I remained silent for a bout a year the microwave electromagnetic radiation did not. During that year, I continued to experiment with methods to increase my bioelectric and spiritual energy and they ensured that anything I did to raise my energy levels they countered with these weapons.

For me there is still unanswered questions I have concerning those I refer to as the Nameless. They seem to be at the center of this in my experiences. My relationship with these people is tangled. I recently stumbled across a few of them and in response to this they sent another stalking perp with a handler to try and scare me again. These are the same people I can sense when they are near me. They can sense me also, and often try to run off while hiding their face from me. What happens to them when I see their face? It is a strange aspect of my experiences. It seems like I am able to expose them, but to whom?

A lot of this is beginning to unravel for myself and others. When I hear the testimonials of victims I shutter in recognition of what they have to endure. I recall my own experiences and the hell they put me through, but what saddens me the most is that there is a group of people willing to do this to another person. There is someone (something) sitting at the controls and aiming a microwave weapon at them to torture them and to control them. Considering the amount of people reporting some kind of control or torture there must be thousands of people operating this technology. Who would do such a thing? Who would work at a job that tortures people on a daily basis? I never thought that it would be possible for a human being to do such a thing to another human being. The thought sickens me. What state of mind must a person be in to participate in torturing targeted individuals? A very sick mind...

One characteristic I have noticed. Whenever I had been mistaken by one of the minions of the Nameless, to be one of the Nameless, they have offered to help me. I have been helped in stores by people that did not work at the store. It was as if I they were programmed to respond. Women have stood next to me with their heads slightly lowered waiting subserviently to be acknowledged by me. I have run into many store cashiers that had suddenly become strangely confused and disoriented when I am purchasing goods. It makes me wonder if these people are mind controlled slaves for the Nameless. I have often hinted at this sort of thing, but the above evidence presented in the video might be used to create these mindless slaves. This is even a bit too much for even me to want to believe.

I have faith that this sort of thing cannot continue. I believe that consciousness cannot sustain such evil and unchecked malevolence. Karma is a law of consciousness that cannot be ignored or avoided. It is the force of karma that has allowed this information to be disseminated and once more people become aware of this the more these people and their organization will be revealed. Once it is out in the open the people of the world no longer allow it, and better yet consciousness will not be able to sustain such evil.

Watch the video (there are two parts) and visit the site. Tell other people about this strange thing called targeted individuals and gang stalking. Help us spread the word about this tragic era of torture and mind control we have entered unknowingly.

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Email Account Access Problems

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I have been experiencing problems accessing my email associated with xam@i-am-xam.com. Please use this forum to contact me. Even the comments on this blog can be deleted by my gang stalking friends. Please be patient and persistent. Will turn off moderation so comments will post immediately.

I will find other means of being contacted. I will join other forums and start posting conversations here. Let's find out what they are capable of, shall we. 

Not just casual stalking going on with me. Seems like the have some technical assistance from some crafty hackers. 

Stay tuned...

If all activity from me ends, the they won. I'll be helping from the other side. Stay strong. 

Gang Stalking

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Now how about that. There is a term for what I have been experiencing. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Herr A from Germany. A special thanks to Carissa Conti for her site and insight into this phenomena.

Now I know how to handle this. You cannot imagine what a relief this is for me. To know that there are many others that are dealing with this sort of thing. This actually gives me purpose. I now know I can beat this. I now know I can beat them. Let the games resume you poor pathetic little parasites. Like I told you last night, I will find you...

WTF!

What the fuck do they believe they are doing. I am both angered and elated. Whatever is controlling this is feeding off of our fears. Lately I have been in control of my fears and the Nameless have had difficulty controlling me. If you feel no fear and essentially ignore them as well as show them courtesy and send them love they will have a look of defeat upon their face.

I just subscribed to the subreddit /r/Targetedindividuals now seven readers strong (LOL). Here are some other links to this phenom:

http://gangstalking.wordpress.com 
http://educate-yourself.org/cn/gangstalkingoverview15sep06.shtml
http://whatreallyhappened.wikia.com/wiki/Gang_Stalking
http://whatisgangstalking.blogspot.com
http://www.youtube.com/user/gangstalking
http://www.blogster.com/somebody/vacation-france

Just a few from a long list of sites.

What About The Rest?

I have had some other experiences that cannot be explained by Gang Stalking. The Nameless or ascended beings and their abilities to read the minds of others as well as the ability to cause a heart attacks as with, my assumption of, Rosie O'Donnel's close encounter with one of the Nameless (Also my theory that Steve Jobs was also a victim of the Nameless and their stalkers - Steve was standing in the way of the NSA PRISM program). And of course the Nameless hiding their faces from me, as well as leaving an area I enter. It seems that I have something they fear in me. And what about the etheric energy device I use to replenish the life force they sap from me on a daily basis. We'll figure all of this out in time.

I am a witness of consciousness. I asked for help and assistance and consciousness delivered. I cannot convey in words how I feel and the appreciation of those that have helped me since it all began in 2011.