The only heaven and hell that exists is
the one that you create for yourself. There is no salvation waiting
for the moral and noble, nor is there purgatory waiting for those
that choose a life that harms others as well as themselves. You don't
have to wait for the end of this existence in order to reap the
rewards or punishment for your actions, you are reaping them right
now. Some of you might be satisfied with all that you have
accomplished. Satisfaction breeds mediocrity and complacency. That by
which you surround yourself with, the accomplishments of your
actions, shrouds yourself from much more. Satisfied or dissatisfied,
it is mostly up to you and your actions.
What I am discovering is that the
Nameless are just as limited as the rest of us. Take a look at the
existence that is seemingly controlled by this group of people
(beings), they are as faulty as the rest of us. They have difficulty
in reigning in those that are lucid in the dreamworld of this
reality. They control by fear and desires of their own making. The
most difficult part of understanding this level of existence are the
habits that keep you here. Your actions no matter how insignificant
have a role in the amount of vibrational energy you possess at any
given time. The more vibrational energy that you are able to maintain
protects you from the influence and actions of the Nameless. I have
discovered that by quitting some habits, that I have known to be an
inhibiting influence in my life, I am making progress in ways that
were not expected.
Lead Me Not Into Temptation
I cannot be sure of what I am
experiencing at all (not necessarily a bad thing). I still struggle
with understanding everything that occurs an how much influence I
have on the creation or manifestation of everything within my
experience. I do see that I am constantly being tempted, but I cannot
discern between my thoughts and possibly the influence of others. As
I gain energy (vibrate at different frequencies) my conscious cloud
changes. It becomes less dense and expands to allow me to see more.
This also increases the amount level of temptation. In the past I
would succumb to those inhibiting habits and fall back to that
stagnant existence of my reality. I am more in command at this time.
The temptations are signs of progress and are no longer desirable. My desires are focussed upon emancipation.
The temptations are signs of progress and are no longer desirable. My desires are focussed upon emancipation.
There is something to the many monks
that have given up on the temptations this existence has to offer. It
is beginning to make more sense to me as I sort out my own path
through the maze I have found myself within. There are as many levels
of temptation as there are levels of ascension. I am now using
abstention as a means to ascension. Higher (or different) levels of
vibration attract similar levels of tempting experiences. To indulge
(a form of attachment) causes a kind of “wait state” until you
are able to free yourself from it. It is an ever evolving process of
creation, manifestation and the resulting reaction that again
recreates and re-manifests. Think of a fractal image that is
collapsing or expanding upon itself with subtle vibrations altering
the image as it moves through time. Desirable elements of the fractal
image can carry you with it, thereby taking your attention from the
constant evolution. This is my best and current explanation for what
I am able to discern from my experiences. Temptations are
distractions and this existence is full of distractions. It is as if
we have entered into a level where we have given into the
distractions for such a long time that we can no longer escape it.
This existence is the island of the Lotus Eaters. Are the Nameless
are providing these distractions or are they exploiting our apathy
towards our true purpose?
I have gotten to a point where I can
witness how my conscious experiences are effected by others in my
life. I am able to see how their vibrational energy effects their own
conscious experiences, predominant thoughts and desires when they
are near me. I am not sure if my vibrational energy is amplifying
their thoughts or if I am just able to witness them create their life
in real time. I am able to see how people come into their conscious
cloud in order to facilitate a desire (thoughts, intentions, both
positive and negative in nature). I can observe a person move past me
and see the interaction of their conscious reality unfolding before
them. I can see this because I am still transitioning from one
paradigm of thought to the next. It is a difficult task to stay
focussed on the creation of my existence all the time. There are far
too many bad habits as well as the many years that have allowed those
habits to find a sense of permanence. I am aware, so I am able to
make corrections and adjustments in attitude to continue.
Paying For Attention
I am reluctant to post this information
here because of how it effects my conscious experiences. This is also
a forum that the Nameless have used in the past in order to
understand my current level of vibrational energy. I have posted some
experiences in the past that have proven to be helpful to the
Nameless in their endeavors to inhibit my progress. The Nameless are
doing their best to get close enough to me to know what I am up to,
but they are again standing out in the crowd. The higher level of
energy I am able to maintain the more difficult it is for them to
monitor me with their minions, they have to do it themselves. When
they come out to observe me I sense them. It is as if they were
transmitting a signal that lets me know where they are. I am doing
what I can to continue toward my path of ascension, but I cannot
reveal all that I am doing at this time. When I post my experiences
here I have to give them a certain amount of attention. The attention
I give them brings our conscious clouds together, it gives them the
opportunity to interact with me. The more time I spend giving my
attention to ascension and emancipation the farther I move away from
them. I look forward to the moment when I no longer grant them a
thought.
Correctional Institution
The days when I used psilocybin
regularly, prior to my journey into the void, I used to see my
existence as a mental institution. Living spaces (track homes, dorms,
barracks, apartments, quarters, communities) looked too confining.
Living spaces and work places confined and defined everyone. Good
behavior is rewarded and grants someone a opportunity to move up the
ranks (gain special privileges). Before discovering (or entering this
state of consciousness) the Nameless, I noticed that there were
people in my life that seemed to be attempting to influence me. Now
that I am aware of the Nameless I have these minor epiphanies
concerning the role of the Nameless in my past experiences. Join us!
Be more like us! I belong to this congregation! I am a member of this
organization! I work for this corporation! Most of them were all
steering me into a role of servitude, serving the group. It is funny
the only thing I ever really wanted was something they could not give
me, my emancipation from this existence.
This existence, reality, is a prison. I
try to stay away from quotes from popular films, but a quote from The
Matrix cannot be ignore. This reality is a prison for the mind. There
cannot be a better description than that. Heaven and hell can be
found here if you choose to follow the well worn paths that are made
available to you. The work you do is for them. The national pride you
have is for them. The cultural boundaries are to keep you segregated.
The limitations that you may or may not perceive are methods of
control. What you do not know is that there are many other
alternatives. Most of you will fail at finding an alternate path. It
is not because you are physically or mentally weak, it is because you
have too much invested in this reality to abandon it (family,
friends, property, cultural and social accomplishments). If you are
like myself and you are capable of risking it all to find what you
are looking for, you will find it.
Risking Everything
What can you give a person that wants
nothing?
I am kicking down the limitations of my
(un)conscious experience. That by which defines my reality is
breaking under the relentless stress of my will. I no longer feel
that I might be delusional. That affliction was just a phase
necessary to rationalize my experiences. What I experience is as with
any dream, both real and unreal. As I continue to understand this I
am better able to exist. Chipping away at the boundaries of this
prison is revealing a lot of cracks. Each one of those cracks
presents opportunities and further incentive to continue.
I'm gett'n ready to rock my world... I
have never been so focussed. As things change I gain more focus and
gain greater desire to see this through to the end (if there is an
end to this infinite journey). I am actively conducting my conscious
interaction with the greater consciousness. A strange part about all
of this is that I should be amazed, but it seems all too familiar. I
cannot be sure (of anything), but I might have done this before. How
long have I been here? How many times have I gone through this? I
wonder if I am close or just stuck in a loop. It is important that
you never allow your mind to get caught in a routine (a downward
spiral).
